Missions

a new attitude [CHINA]

towards trust, love, and people.

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I love people.

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// helping them, serving them, just being a friend //

B U T  it’s  H A R D, and I fail. I fail a lot.

looking back on my time in Shenyang & Beijing with my teammates

I find it nearly impossible to understand how we all got along.

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but we did, by G O D ‘ S  G R A C E.

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 we talked often about how crazy we were together

we had the “super organized – on top of everything” person

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the “girly – cute – sweet” person

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the “manly man – muscles-can-do-anything” guys

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the outgoing ones

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and the ones who didn’t fit into any category

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they’re super special too.

But  S I G H T S E E I N G

Beijing with this team was amazing_CSC1007First off, B I K E S are everywhere._CSC1910

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Second, P E O P L E are everywhere.

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During our (quite extensive) walk about the Forbidden City, I encountered more stares and pointing than I ever have before.

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(this isn’t in the Forbidden City, but is an example of a wonderful old woman who gathered up Ellie and myself for one last photo before the retreat ended. I’d like to think that it was because of my winning personality that she loved me. But alas, ’tis probably untrue.)

I’m told that it was because I am a white female with a camera and American accent. More than once I  was asked for a photo by complete strangers…

prepare for architecture

 and lovely old, old beauty in the

F OR B I D D E N C I T Y

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this pile of carven stone looks amazing, I guess

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BUT MY FAVORITE IN ALL THE LAND

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BEHOLD THE TURTLE-DRAGON (yes, it needed to be bold and big)
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_CSC2041 so many lions! the ball symbolized power and the lion cub represented heritage

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detailing was exquisite in some places and regal/powerful in others

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the ceilings! I didn’t know where to look half the time; so many sights to see!

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But I have more, which will come later, hopefully.

But right now, I’m content to remember these beautiful, sweaty, muggy, friendship-building, bonding times where we walked for hours through crowded corridors in hopes of catching a glimpse of history preserved in glass boxes in age-old castle-like palaces and stared silent at trees and rocks surrounding ancient houses of servants and royals. We ate eccentric flavors of ice cream (green tea/mango/lemon, anyone?) and saw professionals roasting whole ducks in stone ovens. We joked about huge signs declaring “PUBLIC TOILETS” and quietly discussed the implications of Tiananmen Square and its infamous events.

By way of excusing my long, long absence: I’m a person, and that means I’m a part of people, and people are inconsistent. Time is consistent. Life is time and time goes on. Life happens. Some times life happens to be busy. Life continues to happen, regardless of my own sentiments.

More later? Sure thing, friends.

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Missions

trust (and obey)

/ Why is trust so hard? \

Simply this:

I’m a selfish human.

Everything I do is for me.

But that’s why love is special!

It’s making someone else more important than self.

In order to love you must trust.

But trust is hard.

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The funny thing is, I wrote the above post over a month ago. I had been asked to go on a short-term missions trip to Shenyang and Beijing as the team photographer. I wrote it out before everything.

Before I raised all the money to get to China.

Before I knew what (on earth) I would be doing in China.

Before I knew the team I would be working with. I’d never met them before.

Before I let myself become vulnerable to God’s plans.

Yet there I was.

In China.

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Eating noodles and duck with chopsticks.

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Walking (trying to survive) down a busy Shenyang street to Dunkin’ Donuts…

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With team members I fully trusted.

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/being adventurous with my food choices\

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I love the Chinese culture. All of it. Seriously.

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Before we met the families we would be ministering to, I was sort of freaking out.

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/no idea what to expect\

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Watching the American team work with them; just loving on the kids…

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_CSC1267Going into China, I wasn’t sure how /free\ we could be when talking about faith.

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(my two favorite words)

provided opportunities for all of us to show them hope and love.

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I am so thankful for this opportunity, many families and volunteers told me how much it meant to them that I and the whole American team came and showed interest in them and their families. Disabled people are quietly shunned by the public and to have young people (American AND Chinese) work so hard for these families really meant a lot to them. 

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// part 2 [the team and sightseeing] coming soon \\

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